went to jurong junior college this afternoon. it was okay thou. im interested in tennis. theres no swimming pool )= then passed by firing range and kor threw something at me. bad hor. and my friends looked at him. lols. had lecture talks etc. met up with kor again after mie talks. went to have dinna with him. didnt have the appetite thou. thats mie first meal of the day. yeahs. he asked me to eat more but my teeth! =\ and i wasted most of the food thou. feeling bad ahs cause its his treat. sorrys kor. after that he sent me to the bus stop. feeling happy cause i missed him! ((: im gonna disturb him teaching me physics. hahas. to me, i gotta catch up with kor. im suchaa bad sistaa. anyways. ill catch up with him soon.

reached home. dad gave a call and told me that mie cousin might not make it thru. waited fer mum and sis to come home. straightaway, we rushed and took a cab to nuh. mum and sis went up first while i paid the fare. and when i rushed to the entrance, i fell. ohmiegawd. it hurts and many people were staring at me. but i ran and ran and ran. i saw kor's smile. he's happy. but after a few hours later, he's becoming weaker. i held onto him and i could feel his heart pumping very hard. he's breathing very hard. he has the determination and very strong. he smiled at me upon my clumsiness. stayed with him till eleven. actually wanted to stay there till tomorrow but he wont be happy if he knows this. so i visiting him tomorrow morning. yeahs not going school. i lied to him that tmr im having speech day so dont have to go school. yeah i lied but im sorry. i dont mean to lie to him. he's jex afraid that i'll neglect mie studies. but i have assured him i'll score many As fer him. aunt was really upset. i dont really know how to console her. she asked about mie experience and i suggested to her that she should let him leave peacefully by taking that injection. he's suffering now, and yet holding onto every breath he can. it pains me. i go sleep now. tmr still need to take care of kor. i love him lots.

thanks shawn kor fer being there fer me. and thanks fer the day. mei loves you. ((: